What started out to be a relaxing, fun-filled day with my husband turned out to be an emotional, self-discovery. We went to Mellow Me Out to get a couple's massage. I guess I left a lot out on the table because I came home an emotional wreck. I'm a little bit more emotional about the mole situation than I thought I was. Why I won't let myself admit that is beyond me, but there I have said it. I am a little bit more emotional about the Anna situation than I really should be. I have made a lot of realizations and connections with my life, and it has been a wild ride. Once I got that out there and admitted all this to Jeremy between all the sobs, I finally put my best foot forward.
Jeremy went out with Trav tonight, so Conner, Brodie, and I were on our own. After dinner, we went for a walk/bike ride. When we got home Conner and I played a little basketball with some soccer mixed in. It was a blast. We rounded out the evening with coloring, and a movie (Snow Buddies, thank you Grandma Hunt). When Jeremy got home, he told me to get out there and run. It was probably one of the best runs I have had. I laid it out on the line, and I pushed an 11:11 minute mile. I forgot how great "Puttin' On The Ritz" was until I was running to it. I played it twice, and boy did I pick up some speed. If Jeremy hadn't pushed me out the door, I am sure I would have sat on my arse tonight and wallowed in self-pity. He knows that running/exercising makes me feel better, which is why he pushes me to the next level.
If you ever find your self in the emotional state that I was in get out there and lay it on the line. It will definitely make you feel better, I know it does for me. See ya on the streets and trails!!
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