The Mind Is A Terrible Thing To Waste

Today has been an emotional day. Not in a wierd I was crying all day and then happy kind of way, just wierd. I call it my emotional mind game. During lunch today I mentioned to Jeremy that I was going to use some of my birthday money to sign up for the San Diego Rock N Roll Marathon. He told me to go ahead. I was totally jazzed. Of course, then I start thinking about whether I wanted to do it for sure. Ah, the mind games have begun. When we are driving back to Jeremy's work he asked me where I was going to stay. I told him I had talked to his brother, and he said I could stay there. Jeremy was silent for a little while. He mentioned that he was going to go down there with me. I thought great, he can be my cheerleading squad again. Which got me more excited. After a few more minutes of silence, he told me that he was going to do the marathon with me. We weren't going to run together because he was faster than me, but he was going to do it too. Yipppeee! I was totally jazzed. I can chase Jeremy down.

My job was to go home call Jay and sign up for the race. No problem! I was on cloud nine. I talked to Jay, and we are all set to crash at his house on race weekend (May 31st). I then signed us up for the race. Yippee!

By this point, I was watching Ellen and I really didn't want to miss the rest of the show (why didn't I tivo it? I really need to quit using a show as a procrastination tool.). Anyway. By the time Ellen was over, Laurie and Kyle would be at my house. Ok, I won't run until they leave and after the boys have had dinner. When Laurie left, I noticed how foggy it was outside. Ack! I don't want to run in this. I made dinner, and put off running for another hour. I was about to can it completely when I realized I would have to blog about not going on a training run. I really didn't want to be harassed because I talked myself out of a training run. With that, I asked Jeremy if it was ok for me to go for a run (my last ditch effort at getting out of the run). After he gave me the ok, I went to change. Conner wanted to go, but I really was not feeling the whole push him in the stroller tonight. It was taking mommy every effort to get out the door, so I could not get both of us out the door.

I thought my Garmin was going to die, and I would have been said. My garmin tells me how far to go and when to stop. Tonight, I needed garmy. He was my helper. My motivator. He was going to prevent me from having to tell the world I didn't go for a run. I started out running, and my legs felt surprisingly good. This was going to be a nice run. Only one part, I thought it was creapy because of the lack of lights so I ran a different way. I wanted to feel like people could see me. It made me feel safer in the fog at 8 o'clock at night. By the time, I finished my run I felt great. I love, and missed, being out there. I felt alive and in control. All that mental stuff would have prevented me from doing what I loved. It is a shame that my mind was in control for a few minutes. My heart though took over and I am thankful.

Tomorrow is a 5 mile tempo run. The plan is to go before Jeremy goes to work. Hopefully, this will work out because I don't know when else I will be able to go. I have a pretty packed day. I also weigh in tomorrow. It won't be completely pretty, but I am in control! Did you hear that mind? I am in control!

Adventure Erin

Above, I have added some pictures of where I am starting. I figure if I am going to be public about this whole adventure, I might as well have some before shots. I know, crazy!! The next set of pictures will be posted when month one of my biggest loser challenge with my sisters have wrapped up. We are competing for an iTunes card. I have a good feeling! :o)

After watching six seasons of The Biggest Loser something finally sunk in. I did not get up early to cross train because I stayed up way to late reading a book. The book was worth it, and I am not finished yet. Instead, I decided to go later in the day. My intention was for the boys to go to school while I got a massage and rested, but Conner woke up this morning in meltdown mode. Ack! I did not do my cross training, and I was totally tired to boot. I was thinking I was starting off this plan on the wrong foot. I told Conner he needed to go to school while mommy went to an appointment. I would then pick him and Brodie up after my appointment was over. It would be close to 1 o'clock by the time this were to happen.

After napping, massage, and picking up the boys I got the hair-brained idea to walk the boys to Borders by my house. It was closing, and I thought this would be a great adventure. I get tired of driving everywhere, so this was what was going to happen. I would get my cross training and outdoor time with the boys at one time. We set off at around 2:30-3pm. Conner had his binoculars he received from Grandma Ginger and Grandpa Glen (thanks guys). He was in search of jack rabbits and any other treasures he could find. He looked like Elmer Fudd from the Buggs Bunny cartoons ("I'm chasin' wabbits.") minus the gun of course. Anyway, he was adorable and on the hunt. Brodie longed to be out of his section of the stroller, so I let him chase after Conner. They were off. Brodie does not run, he gallups. It is quite hysterical and I wish I had my camera. At one point, Brodie reached over and grabbed Conner's hand. They were holding hands while searching for wabbits. As time was starting to escape, I got them corralled back into the double-wide. I pushed them to Borders and made promises I thought I could keep.

No one told me Borders was going to be completely crazy. My gut told me to turn around and walk right back out; however, Jeremy sent me with a list of books and I promised Conner and Brodie a book. The line was a million miles long. It wrapped around the store. We waited in that stupid thing for about an hour and fifteen minutes. It was insane. The guy who cut in front of me kept giving Brodie and Conner other toys to potentially buy. The guy thought he was helping, but I kept seeing dollar signs. When we finished, I called Jeremy and walked over to Raleys. I had promised the boys a snack for the last hour and fifteen minutes. They deserved it. They were awesome!

Little did I know it was going to go downhill from there. Jeremy picked us at the lake because he thought we got lost and it was totally dark. It also was cold. It was not cold when we left, so we did not have jackets or sweatshirts. Ack! Jeremy asked if we wanted to go to Mel's. Of course! The boys had been restrained long enough. We should have gone home. Oh well! Lesson learned.
I did get my cross training in for an hour. Yippee! Day one done!! Tomorrow is a nice easy three mile run. The plan is to get up and do it before the boys get up and leave. Conner asked to go to school, so we shall see if this happens.

P.S. I have also slowed down the Diet Soda consumption. For those of you who know me that is quite amazing. I bought a Diet Pepsi from Taco Bell, and I dumped about 3/4 out. I didn't want it. I ordered a Diet Pepsi at Mel's and I drank maybe half of it. Jeremy was in shock. Can I keep it up? I think so!!

Am I Crazy?

I am pretty sure I am. I blame my cousin for talking to me on Christmas Eve. She asked if I wanted to run the San Diego Rock N' Roll Marathon with her. Normally I would say yes and know she isn't going to run it; however, this year for whatever reason I really hope she follows through. I know, I know. I said I was not doing any more marathons after I ran CIM. What did I learn from that adventure?

1. I do better right now with my crazy life if I am training for a race. Once the race was over, I really didn't get out the door.

2. I eat better while I am training. Who would have thunk it?

3. I definitely do better training first thing in the morning. I let too many things come up in the afternoon evening. Ask Sam! She chewed me out so many times it wasn't funny.

I think I am going to train for this marathon a little differently.

I got some money for Christmas, and I know I am getting some money for my birthday (I get to pick out my own gifts.). I am going to sign up for a race in February and the first of May. I love racing. It was what killed me about the fall race. When I came home from Disney World's Expedition Everest, I was ready to run. Unfortunately, I didn't have a race soon enough. If I plan it right, I will be racing in February, March, early May, and late May. Jay and Stef said I could stay at their house. Which means they know I am thinking about doing this again! Someone told me that running a marathon is liking having a kid. You forget the pain shortly after running the marathon. Um, I don't think so. Boy was I wrong. I love training. I love being motivated to do something.

I also think I am going to be very open about my training. Here! My baby sister who usually pushes my lazy butt out of bed will be leaving again for Africa. I would hate for her to miss any opportunity to make fun of me. I am also hoping by blogging about my journey on this marathon path, I will get encouragement from my other friends who read my blog. I guess this means I need to be a little bit more like Kathy (thanks AK) and blog every day. We shall see!

The adventure awaits! Are you along for the ride with me? Tomorrow is one hour of cross training!! The plan to get up early, and get it done. Then I have no excuse. :o)

NY

I finally uploaded my pictures from New York. I realized I did not get any pictures with my sister or my dad. I can not wait to figure out what the next trip will be. I hope Sam is still in.

WDW

Here is a video created by Jeremy for his podcast.

Crazy Day

Some pics from our WDW trip...

Well, what can I say? It has been a crazy day. We have had so many things go awry today, but all in all we survived. hehe The bummer of the day, Jerry Reed passed away. He is the guy in Smokey and the Bandit. I know, I am geeky. Also, the movie voice man died as well. Ack!!

Jeremy went to class to get the snip, snip. He called to tell me all the things I needed to do to take care of him. Um, I think he only stayed home when I had the kids for a day or so. Hehehe Just jokin. He is a little worried, but I will be there to hold his hand.

Brodie was kicked out of daycare with what they think is Pink Eye. I am going to be slightly annoyed if it ends up being allergies. The wind here has been sucky!! GRRRR!!! Add the fires, well needless to say Brodie will be hanging out with mommy at work tomorrow until Papa is able to get off of work. Yippee!!! Thank you dad!

Running...yes, I am really training for a marathon. No, I am not crazy. I guess I am considering what time I get up to run in the mornings. I know if I don't to it at that time, I won't do it at all. My baby sis has been helping get my lazy bum out of bed. I send her a message when I leave, and when I return. I think she likes the control. She gives me a load of crap if I don't go. I hate when she does that, so I try not to miss.

Honors Juniors -- Yup, they trust me with this class. Hahahha My plot to take over the world. It actually has been a blast. I am trying to not lose my head while I am doing my studies. :o)

Frosh - These guys have been a little needy, but I changed up my curriculum and they are enjoying my class. It has been tough because I am there to guide them to higher level thinking. If the last week has been any indication, I am in for a real treat. They have knocked my socks off!

Craziness

Well, I have not blogged in quite some time. It has gotten me into a little bit of trouble, so I will make sure I keep you all up to date.

For those of you who do not know, I am going back to school to get my masters. I am also the Varsity volleyball coach, 2011 class advisor, teacher, mommy, and wife. The order isn't by importance of course. Let's just say, I am running around with my head cut off.

I am 20% completed with my masters. I have a topic ready to go, but I need to write my proposal. I will add more on this later.

I am piloting a new program for school, which I love. I can't wait to see the results during testing in April.

Volleyball season is in full swing.

I am training for a marathon. This week I am running: 3 miles, 7 miles, 3 miles, rest, 7 miles, and 14 miles.

I will be back more later...

A first...

...since I began working the fireworks booth. Since I began working the fireworks booth several years ago, I have not exercised. I feel like I am exhausted because I sit out in the hot sun. Yup, I said sit. No, it isn't always busy. I decided this year would be different. I wasn't sure how, but it was going to be. My friend Laurie has a new membership to California Family Fitness, and on Saturday she went for like forty minutes. She told me she did 20 minutes of cardio, and 20 minutes of weights. That was all she had time for, but she was going to do it. With that in mind, I decided that I was going to scale back my mileage this week--which is probably great anyway--and do some weights. This is the second day I have run since fireworks has started, and I did Cathe's: Push-Pull series. I am feeling good, and ready to go work at the booth. Alright, I will probably sit. :o)

Happy Trails!

Realizations...

...last night while I was running I came to a few realizations. I have come a long way. When I started WW, I was totally embarrassed by my body. I would wear the ugliest, biggest clothes because I thought it would hide me. I got into the groove of looking cute when I got married until I ultimately was pregnant with Conner.

While pregnant with Conner, I ate the WW wagon and I realized that I restricted myself too much. Who thought? Of course that meant that I gained all plus five back. After I had Conner, I changed my outlook because I was worried about falling into the same trap. I was still not totally happy with myself because I wore pants while running. I finally upgraded to capris while running. You read that I right, I refused to wear shorts while running because I was fat.

Then I was pregnant with Brodie. I ran until I was 30 weeks pregnant, then I walked like crazy afterwards. I was actually in pretty descent shape. I was honestly proud of myself. Two weeks after having Brodie, I went for a run. It was a slow run, but I was ready. It honestly felt great. I ran in my capris because I had the "baby fat". As time went on, I started to appreciate my strength. My eating was not getting under control, ok it was under control but I whined a lot about it. I could work out with the best of them, and run many miles. Eighteen miles, then a half marathon, then a marathon six months after Brodie. Wow! I should be totally happy. I wasn't though because I thought I was "fat". Um, do I realize how strong I am? Nope! Then something happened. I am not sure what, when, where, or why, but it happened. I started wearing shorts while running. I thanked my body after a run because it powered me through.

My clothes were fitting me better than before. My hips aren't totally back to pre-Brodie, but they are getting there. I refuse to say, I had a baby therefore my hips will never be the same. Why does it have to be that way? If it was that way, why do models and actresses and athletes get to win the genetic lottery? You can't tell me they all had C-Sections, and awesome trainers. I have an awesome trainer...me! With that, I am going to thank myself each day for what I can accomplish, and I am going to stop with this belittling that I constantly do in my head.

I AM BEAUTIFUL!! I AM STRONG! I AM A MOMMY WITH A TON OF ENERGY! MY FOUR YEAR OLD WEARS OUT BEFORE ME, SO I AM STRONG!

Wow!

Alright, so we get back from camping and Brodie has made a few decisions. He has decided that he doesn't like the infant room at the daycare, so they had to move him to the toddler side. He also decided that he didn't like his pacifier. Great! That was a habit Jeremy and I were ready to break anyway. My mom thinks it is because he dropped it once camping, and none of us cleaned it off. Yup, he put it in his mouth with a ton o dirt! He hasn't used one since. And finally, Brodie decided he didn't want to use a bottle anymore. Thank you for playing, my baby wants to grow up.

Today, Conner smacked Brodie like he usually does and Brodie answered back. It didn't take much, but Conner was crying. Needless to say, I don't think Conner will do that to Brodie any more. :o)

Conner and Mommy

Conner and I went for a nice run tonight. He wanted to go with me last night, but because he told me no I went with Brodie. Tonight, he told me that we were going running right after his bath. I wanted to do the lake run, and I wanted Conner to see the geese. With that, I put some bread in the stroller and we were off. We counted things, and talked along the way. I usually run with my iPod unless I run with Conner. Brodie doesn't talk that much yet, so I still run with my iPod. When he gets to talking, I won't be bringing it anymore.

When we got to the geese, I took a break and Conner was trying to figure out what was going on. He loved see them, and then I handed him some bread. Because he was clean, he had to throw the bread from the stroller. Hehehe The geese came closer, and closer. Conner thought that was the funniest thing! Then we ran back home. It was an amazing run. One, I am sure he will want to do again. I am going to have a competition with who gets to run with mommy. As I get in better shape, I hope that my time improves while running with them. As of right now, I am enjoying the company because soon they will be out running mommy!!

Our Vaca in Pictures

My husband takes some great pictures.

This trip included my brother-in-law Steve (bald guy), my sister (she looks like me), my nephew Hunter (baby bald guy), my mom (also looks like me except older), my dad (usually wearing the New York shirt), my husband Jeremy (skinny guy), my oldest son Conner (older of two boys), and my youngest son Brodie (the smaller version of me).

Hit It

I finally hit 101 miles while I was on vacation. It was an emotionally interesting trip to Fort Bragg. I learned a lot more about me, and did a little more healing.

Happy Birthday to my baby who is four-Conner!

Happy Birthday Papa (my grandpa)! It was great to be in Fort Bragg so close to you on your birthday. I miss you a ton! More than I think sometimes I even realize!

With that, I will be back tomorrow to share my trip to Fort Bragg!

So Close...

...and yet, so far away. Today's run was a toughy. I wonder if I went for a run after dinner if I would have been able to pull out another tenth of a mile. Doubtful, but I am getting close. I am probably going to change my mileage goal to about 500 miles for this year. I got of to a rocky start, but I am picking up steam.

I've been doing Wii Fit: Yoga! I have done yoga each night, and I have to say I am enjoying it. I just need to keep up.

Happy Birthday to my baby. He is one today, and as cute as can be. Now, I need to retrain his big brother not to hit or kick friends. Why does he have to have a temper??? GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRrr!!! We will get this through to him. Eventually, right?

In the Groove

Well, I back. I have not yet recovered, but that is what the three day weekend is for. Tonight, I decided that I was going to continue with my running routine. I know I am a little tired, but if I get out the door I will feel better. :o) It worked. Unfortunately, we had Straw Hat pizza prior to me running and well that didn't go so well for my tummy. It is funny how I realize that things are settling with my tummy, and I make adjustments.



For mother's day, I got Wii Fit. It is a balance board type exercise thingy for the Wii. I got it today, and I played when I got home. Um, I am thinking my abs are going to be a little sore. It was fun, and I can't wait to play it again tomorrow. I can honestly say it made me sweat. I am hoping Jeremy will take some pictures of me playing it, so I can share. It is pretty hilarious. :o)



Other than all this excitement, the school year is winding down. I can honestly say, I am excited for summer. I really want to work on some curriculum. It would be nice not to be one step ahead next year.

Part II: Boston Trip

Well, I started this blog on Saturday night after I got back to the hotel. Thank you Sam for the use of the computer. With that said, I need to continue on our journey through the crazy weekend. After I finished blogging, we had dinner. I wasn't hungry, but I ate a courtesy piece because my mom and dad were kind enough to buy all of us dinner. My mom later told me that I should have not eatten it. Hehehehehe What can I say? I am a goober. When we were done with dinner, Sam straightened my hair. From now on, I will be doing that at night. When we woke up on Sunday, we were off. We were heading down to graduation #1. It was outdoors, and we sat in the back. This allowed Conner and Hunter the opportunity to run around. Both boys were amazing!!! Before the first graduation, I was providing entertainment by taking a ton of self portraits with people. Yup, all the pictures with me in them were probably taken by me. The only time this wouldn't be true was when you saw both of my hands. :o) Hey, if no one is going to volunteer to take the camera, I will do it myself.

Graduation #2 was indoors. It was in the fitness center where Sam worked for awhile. You could do laps on the indoor track while the graduation was going on. Hehehe Just kidding! Most of my indoor shots did not come out, so we have some missing pics.

After the graduations were done, we went back to the hotel to get ready for dinner. My grandparents provided the dinner at a nice Italian restaurant. It was fun, although Conner fell asleep. Great way to slow down on portions because it is hard to eat with a 4 year old in your arms, and not spill on his head. I did manage to spill on me though. That night, we were suppose to go out. That didn't happen. I think everyone was tired, and I didn't recommend a place. Hard to recommend a place when I really haven't been to Boston before. If I had been thinking, which I wasn't, I would have said Cheers. However, I am a moron and didn't.

Before we went to bed, my family decided that we would have breakfast at 8. The way things were going, I wasn't sure I would get to run like I wanted to. When Annie, Hunter, Conner, and I went back to our bedroom I made a quick decision call the front desk. I asked the cool lady Jen were I could run. She told me that she wasn't really suppose to tell me that I could run/walk on the HWY, but if it didn't bother me she would. I told her that it didn't. She told me to leave the hotel and head left to the tunnel (not really a tunnel but named that). If I turned right, I would be heading towards Revere (pronounced Reveahe) Beach. Whoo hooo! A beach! The Atlantic Ocean!! I am so in!! I told my mom that I was going running in the morning, and she was a little concerned. She was worried that I would get lost or something, and she couldn't help me out. I reassured her that all would be fine, and we went to bed.

The next morning, I got up early. I got ready. I put a $20 in my pocket just in case I needed a taxi. I also programmed the hotel's phone number into my cell which I usually run with when I run by myself. :o) Then I was off. I was at the beach in no time. It was beautiful, and it was only 1.5 miles away. I looked at my time, and I ran the mile and a half in 8 minutes and 41 seconds. Woo hoo!! That is awesome!! I soaked it all it. It was too awesome to pass up. When I thought the time was getting later, I turned around and went back. It was a beautiful/amazing run. I got to see things I wouldn't have seen with my family because we weren't heading in that direction.

I got back, showered, and packed all before 8. I think I shocked Annie, but I wasn't going to hold the group up because of something I wanted to do. My dad was laughing at me because I think he thought I was crazy. He said my mom was worried, but I didn't this at home all the time so why would this be different. When I told him what I carried with me, I think he was proud because I took extra precautions.

At the airport, it was a tearful goodbye. Jeremy was upset that I didn't get any photos of that. Um, no. We got onto the plane to leave, and we found out that there was an accident in New York on the runway, so no one was allowed in or out. We sat on the runway in Boston for almost 2 hours. It was unknown if we were going to make our connecting flight. We arrived in NY with 5 minutes to spare. The cool flight attendants made sure only people heading to Sacramento or Portland got off first. Thank goodness because we would have missed our flight. With that, we have returned and I am exhausted.

Whirl Wind Day

Last night, Conner and I met up with Annie and Hunter at the airport in Sacramento. It was the hardest thing to leave Jeremy and Brodie behind because this was a new adventure, and I would have love to have shared it with them. However, I am not going to lie; I was way excited to be going. Apparently, so was Conner because he wanted to head to the airport at about 7 pm. We didn't need to be there until 10 pm. Our flight was leaving at 11:55 pm. I was a bit nervous because I was traveling with Hunter. I wasn't sure how he was going to do considering he is 6 months old. :o)

We are traveling Jet Blue, so they let people with children board the plane first. Praise the Lord!! We get on, and we are in the back of the plane. We are the brakes for the plane when it is time to land. Annie is on my right, Conner on my left near the wind. Annie is holding Hunter in the Snugli. Just before we take off, the flight attendant asked Annie if she would like to sit in the row next to us. This would allow us to spread out. I am pretty sure people were a little pissed, but who cares! Annie and Hunter get to take up three seats, and Conner and I took up three seats!! Woot, woot!!

Conner and I got to sleep. Yup, Conner and I lay down. I am totally proud that I could lay down and not fall off the chairs. :o) I got a nice three hour nap, but Conner slept for five hours. Another small step for mankind!! Of course, there was one problem...I had to seatbelt him in. How does one do that when an almost four year old is dead asleep and we crossed through three time zones? Well my answer was to pick him up, and he slept through it. I guess that means the landing was good.

In New York, I promised Conner a donut. Dunkin' Donuts it is! Well, they don't taste all that great! I would much rather have had a bagel, but that is okie dokie because I promised. Then we had to go outside of one terminal, take a bus, then get in the next terminal. It was wicked busy in New York! (Shout out to AK! We were in the same state for about an hour.) We got on the plane, and we were in Boston in about forty minutes. Um, why did we stop?!!

We arrived in Boston, and my mom, dad, and Sam were waiting for us. We came to the hotel, and we took off for Fenway Park. Yup, we watched a Red Sox vs. Brewers game (afternoon one). It was an awesome game! First, it was like Field of Dreams and Fever Pitch. All those people, and peanuts, and such. Wow! I was pretty impressed!! I about knocked a guy out when a ball came my way. I hit him pretty hard with my elbow in the head. Oh well! He got the ball!

We are now back at the hotel, and we are getting ready for pizza dinner. I have been up since forever on three hours of sleep.

Thomas the Train

This past Saturday my little family went to see Thomas the train. It was a surprise for Conner, and we weren't sure if we were going to go. You see on Friday, Conner had a few anger management issues. I think we got past those, and we are now moving forward with life. Who knows? He may have been way too tired. Mental note for next week, I think he is going to spend Tuesday with Papa and Grandma so he can recover from Boston!!

Also, for those who want this full screen on your computer Jeremy has a website that he created because he is going to start podcasting. http://www.jermsworld.us/Muse_O_Gram/ I believe this is the link. It will make the videos bigger.

Spicy vs. Stomach

I realized during my quick run this evening that spicy food and my stomach do not get a long while running. I have known this for a while, but I pretend like it doesn't really happen. :o) It was a great run. I did a 2 miler. Not too bad considering I needed to take a vacation due to allergies. Jeremy and I decided that I would run at 7 if I don't run after school. Jeremy gives the boys the bath most of the time, so he thought it would be a great time for me to do it. :o) I am not going to argue with the man, so I went out and enjoyed some quiet time.

Disneyland

This past weekend Conner and I went with Laurie and Kyle to Disneyland. It was a blast. A whirlwind trip, but it was totally worth it. Kyle has only been one time before, and for only one day. Also Laurie has never stayed at a Disneyland resort. The boys did an awesome job together since they normally only see each other once or twice a year. Conner did a great job!!

Pink Socks and Pink Eyes

Alright, Alright...I have gotten a ton o crap from people regarding my cute dress and pink socks. When we arrived at Mel and Dorothy's house, I wasn't expecting to take a walk. It happened that I always keep a pair of walking shoes and socks in my car. It happened that those socks were pink. I love those pink socks. They are actually running socks. Hehehe Hugs and kisses to all those who LOVE those socks!!

Pink eyes isn't actually what you think. I broke up a fight today. My class who thinks I am full of crap witnessed me moving students out of my way to get the teacher who was at danger. According to them, I relocated about three kids with one swipe of my arm. I knew I had been working out, but I didn't think anything of it. NO ONE WAS HURT!! Thank goodness, but my colleague, who is shorter than I am, was having a heck of time holding on to the girl. She was so loud that the IEP going on in hte next room heard the situation. It was insanity!!

Conner, Brodie, and I went for a run tonight. Conner rode his bike, and I pushed Brodie. One lady stopped me to tell me that I was her role model. Um, thanks! Let me know if I am still a role model when we get towards the end. Hehehe It was great to be out in the sunlight.

New Pics

I thought I would update some pictures from yesterday's field trip to Dorothy and Mel's house. The house is beautiful. The kitchen is huge, and I think Jeremy was a little bit jealous. We had a few struggles because family can be difficult. I think Jeremy has the hardest time with it because of the situations. In the end, Conner and Brodie lose out and that is unfortunate.

Can you tell the wind is blowing? I look pregnant in one of the pictures, but I am NOT!!

Other than that, I am cruising along. We started our morning with John's Incredible Pizza. Yummy and fun!! Shhhhhh, don't tell anyone it is a pizza buffet. I had a yummy salad first. Let me tell you, they have a REALLY, REALLY good salad bar! It is better than Sizzler. Thanks to the pizza being a buffet, I had combination with jalapenos. The great thing about John's is that they cut their slices way small. Probably to minimize waste and people eating up their profits!

Jeremy woke up this afternoon from a nap, and I was in the kitchen cleaning up. He jumped right in and started cleaning next to me. One thing led to another and we got a ton of cleaned. I also did some weeding. Is that crazy? I know reel your jaw back up.

I even managed to do a workout. I did Cathe: Pyramid Upper Body. I think I am going to be a little tired tomorrow.

Thanks to Claritin D (Carl Edwards) my allergies are under control, so I am hoping to get a run in before I pick up the boys tomorrow!

Down, Down...

...I am down! I am down 1.8 this week! Woo hoo!! --HAPPY DANCE, HAPPY DANCE---

I am continuing to eat conscientously, and it is paying off. I am finding that I am enjoying foods twenty times more. My little family went on a nice walk today, and I am hoping we enjoy a nice walk tomorrow! I also think we will have new pictures soon!!

Chub Rub

Well another win for Chub Rub. Hehehe My students were surprised that I didn't freak out. Apparently, I ripped my jeans between my legs. As long as I stood up straight, which I do most of the time, you couldn't see it. I nonchalantly stated that I ripped my pants when I discovered it, and continued teaching. Hehehe I have some girls that couldn't believe it was the end of my world. Um, they are only pants. I can buy more. :o)

Other than that, teaching has been a little challenging. My students talk to me all the time, and frankly some of the stuff is hard to deal with. My kiddos have gone through so very much. I can't even begin to imagine what they have to deal. One kid told me that his life was similiar to a book that we were reading in class. He promised me though that he wasn't in a gang, and he wasn't running or doing drugs. Thank God!!

My co-workers are in shock about my traveling habits on the weekend. I think they are trying to figure out how I have the energy. Can I honestly say, I have no idea? Hehehe Testing is over, and I am so very, very thankful!

Hugs!

Sunday Drive

Before you continue on, know that this has music. Also know, that I get a little long winded. I guess that is why I am a teacher. With that, read on at your own risk!

On Saturday, Jeremy suggested that we head down to Santa Cruz for a couple of hours. For those of you who do not know, Santa Cruz is about a 2 1/2 hour drive. Jeremy thought we would go for a little while, then drive up HWY 1 towards San Francisco. If we felt comfortable driving in the city, we would stop for dinner. I thought it was a great idea, but we wanted to see what Conner thought. When we picked up Conner from my parents house, we asked if he wanted to go to the ocean. He was all for it.

The next morning Conner was the first to wake. He woke up early, and said "let's go to the ocean." Our little family got ready, and we were out the door by 7:30. Jeremy and I were a little worried because Conner wanted the ocean, and he wanted it now. We couldn't go fast enough for him. At one point, he asked to go to the bathroom, but really he wanted to stop. Jeremy bought him a breakfast kids meal at Jack In The Box. Conner inhaled his chocolate milk, and Jeremy and I split the rest of his meal. He wasn't hungry.

Brodie and Conner were chatting it up in the back seat, so we caught Conner a little off guard with our arrival. When we arrived at Santa Cruz, Conner was totally excited. The boardwalk was not open yet, so we walked to the wharf to see the sea lions. Conner wasn't too sure, so it was a little bit of a struggle. We were trying to explain to him that we were going to see the sea lions, but I don't think he knew what we were talking about. When we finally got to where the sea lion rested, they weren't there. Jeremy and I were a little disappointed, but our disappointment soon faded away. The sea lions were playing in the water. This peaked Conner's interest.

As we walked back, Conner couldn't get over the "giant sandbox". He really wanted to play, but we were slowing him down. We decided to take him on a few rides before we played in the sand and ocean. We bought 60 tickets, and we were off to ride the carrousel first. This isn't a normal ride. As you went around in a circle, you threw these rings into the clowns mouth. People love this ride. I love this ride. I can honestly say, I threw one in on my second try. I wasn't able to do that again during that ride.

After the carrousel, we went towards the killer whales. As we were walking, Conner asked to go on the sky wave. I told him that we would go on it when we headed back towards the little helicopter ride. During our walk, we past a haunted house thingy with a giant spider. I was able to convince Conner into making a scary face. This only happened after I promised that we wouldn't go on it. We finally arrive at the killer whale, and I get a wild idea to see if Brodie can ride it to. The lady asked if he could sit up on his own. I said yup, and she said yes. We put Brodie in the killer whale. A few times he was terrified out of his mind, but others he was laughing and clapping.

When they got off the ride, I realized that I needed to change Brodie. Just as I tell Jeremy water is now running down my pants. Brodie had managed to pee out of his diaper, down the pant leg, and onto mommy without getting his clothes wet. Wow! My kid is good! We continued on to another few rides which both boys enjoyed. Then Conner and I were set to go on the Sky Wave. We get on, and Conner is nervously excited. As we take off, he says "mommy" and then points down. He had wet his pants. He apologized a million times, but he was nervous. We had plenty of clothes, so I wasn't worried. When we got off, we went to the car to change. No big deal. As we were going to the car, I apologized to him for not asking him if he needed to go before we went on the ride. So lets recap, Erin has now officially been peed on twice.

We get back to the rides, and we finish up. Jeremy, Conner, Brodie, and I head to the "giant sandbox". Conner was way excited. He ran into the ocean. Um, the water is freezing! I know, I was stupid enough to put my feet in the water as well. I also put Brodie's feet into said freezing cold water. I know, I am a mean mommy. Jeremy and I weren't sure if we could pry Conner way, but he slipped. Got his shirt wet, and pronounced that he was cold. We were off to have lunch before getting into the car. At this point, we realized none of us really have eatten anything. Jeremy buys a jumbo corn dog and fries, and we split it three ways. Gotta love family sharing!!

Heading up 1 (it is now 3:30), we get to San Francisco (around 5). Jeremy and I have never actually driven in the city. We have ferried in, I have run across it, and we have walked throughout it, but we have never driven through it. No big deal really, Jeremy and I aren't sure why we were so nervous. Downtown Sac is harder to navigate. We park, and tell Conner that we are going somewhere special for dinner. Jeremy and I decided that the boys would enjoy Rainforest Cafe over Bubba Gumps. We made a wise choice. They put us at a great table! Both Conner and Brodie were entertained, and we got all you can drink sodas! I didn't realize how thirsty I was. I guess walking around for five hours can work up a thirst. After dinner, we venture to Pier 39. Jeremy and I haven't been in a while, and the boys never. In the last picture with the crab, you will notice that I look cold. I AM! It is freezing!

BTW, there is a picture of what looks like bread creatures. They are bread creatues. It was Boudin's warehouse/restaurant.

Jeremy and I wore our boys out. When I dropped Conner off at daycare today, he was still asleep. Brodie was a little cranky, but in bed by 7:30 tonight. Before Jeremy was allowed to go to bed, I made him put together a video. I thought it would be better than me trying to post all those pictures!!

Not too bad for a Sunday drive!

Date Day

Yesterday Conner and Brodie spent the night at my parents house. Jeremy and I have tickets to the Sacramento Broadway Musicals. Today was Mamma Mia! I really, really enjoyed it.

Jeremy and I went to WW before, so I could weigh in. I am down .4! I am so darn happy! Jeremy thought I lost five pounds or something. Hehehe Then we went to lunch. After that we went to the mall and Costco. I got to do a little bit of walking.

My allergies are still bugging me. I am trying Claritin D. I am hoping a little Carl Edwards will help!!

Other than that, life is good. We are heading to Santa Cruz tomorrow!

Bad Choices...

...not what you think. bawahahaha

At dinner tonight, when Conner was finished he wanted something. I got up to help him out. I turned and told Jeremy not to put the burritos away because I was going to have one more. Conner started to yell at me. He told me no. I am eating too much, and that was a bad choice mommy. OMG!! I was dying. He kept on me. Jeremy who was cleaning out the dishwasher was laughing so hard he was crying. Needless to say, I didn't have another burrito because that would be a bad choice mommy. baaaaaawwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha

I did Jillian Michael's Shred DVD. It was interesting. Not as hard as I hoped it would be, but we shall see.

Hugs!!

What the...?

...how in the world does an adult get Pink Eye? I have worked so hard at taking care of myself while my husband, kids, and students have gotten sick. Lo' and behold, I get pink eye. Wow! I had a good cry because it hurt, but I haven't let it slow me down today. I didn't hold my nephew like I wanted because I didn't want him to get it. I have been somewhat avoiding my kids and husband, I don't want them to get it. However, I have gone for a walk/bike ride with Conner. I am going to "workout" (not really work out when you enjoy pushing yourself to the limits) tonight. I got dressed up in my spring/summer dress. I have worked way to hard for my arms and shoulders to look beautiful! They are seeing some definition, so I am showing them off. I love it. :o)

We took both boys to have their pictures done with Great Grandma. They turned out cute. It was awesome. My dad was making fun of me because he thought we did it to score points. The truth, my grandma and Conner have a very special bond. She is getting older, and some day she isn't going to be with us. Please let that be a long time from now. They go out into her garden and have long talks. I am a huge picture person (as well as Jeremy), and we want these memories to be preserved.

I also have to give a shout out to my Gram, she hit goal this morning!! Woot, woot!! She thanked me profusely for giving her tips and helping her through this process. It made me feel good. Some day I would love to be a WW leader, but I travel a ton right now. With that, I decided to help people when asked. My Gram asks. I love the feeling of helping people figure it out.

Hugs!

A Little Slow

I have noticed after I come home from a vacation that it takes me a while to post. A lot has happened this week, and I have had every intention of blogging. With that said, I haven't. Hehehe

My student, who has a brain tumor, and I had a long talk on Wednesday. We both shed some tears, but I think I helped her come up with some solutions to things that she doesn't need to really worry about. Graduation requirements, etc. I want her to have the surgery, but the doc says they must do it now before the tumor hits the spinal cord because that means game over. I told her to screw the grad requirements for right now. Do the surgery, we will walk you across the stage, and we can figure out how to get your credits. My department chair agreed with me, and we are in the process of trying to work things out. The one hitch, she is going to need to tell a few more people. She told me that she was avoiding me. I told her that she knew and I knew that I loved her very much. My job as a coach, teacher, and ultimately a friend is help her to the best of my ability. That made her cry, which made me cry. She is 17, and she needs help. She needs someone (it should be her mom) to step up and take charge. She also needs to talk about it because as I told her avoiding it would help her fight it.

Another one of my students told me that I use to look cute. Why did I let a pregnancy ruin my beautiful figure? Um, you will learn this when you are in your twenties. Until then, don't talk to me. LOL She told me that she didn't think I could lose 10 pounds by the 25th of May. It isn't possible. She also thinks that I am lying about all the work out I say I do. Oh girlie, you are on and you are going down.

I'm teaching Julius Caesar (JC), and it is cracking me up. For a tragedy, it is pretty funny. I only hope I can get that message across to my students. So far, with a little help, they think it is funny. I have been killing myself with coming up with common day similiarities. So far, so good!!

I maintained this week. Not to bad since I went to Disneyland. I didn't run very much this week because at least one member in my family has been sick. I also have been staying at school a little later than usual. My plan is to run this afternoon. Wish me luck!

Brodie is trying so very hard to stand. He gets into the downward dog position, for those of you who know yoga. LOL It is hiliarious. Conner loves racing, so we race to see who can get ready faster in the morning. This morning, he won. LOL It makes me move faster though.

I am in the process of putting my volleyball stuff together, and it is really hard planning for next year. I want it done, so I can relax throughout the summer. Unfortunately, I am not in volleyball mode yet. I am also unsure what to do about a frosh vb coach. We may, or may not, be cutting frosh sports. That doesn't help in the slightest. I am waiting it out. It may ultimately screw me in the end, but I really don't want to hire someoen and then have to fire someone.

Hope all is well with everyone!

Quick Trip

We went to Disneyland this past week. I know you are thinking we are crazy, but we went for a purpose. Tony Baxter, the guy who created Splash Mountain and Indiana Jones, was doing a meet and greet at D-Land. Jeremy collects Disney stuff, so our little family went down to meet him. He is a wonderful, pleasant man. He was cordial, and was a pleasure.

Here are some of the cute pictures we took at Disneyland.

Life is Short

Today has been a rough day for me. I really close student told me that she has a nonoperable brain tumor. She doesn't know how much longer she has to live, but she is living it to the fullest. She is 17 years old. Way too young!! She has asked that we don't tell too many people because she doesn't want her friends treating her differently. She was told by her doctor not to go to school, but to stay at home. She told her doctor no. She said she wants to graduate with her friends, and that was what she was going to do. She also was told to quit playing softball. Again, she told the doctor no. She would much rather go out playing what she loves than sitting at home waiting to die. Talk about grabbing life by the horns. It made me realize I have a lot to learn about life. I pray that they find a cure for cancer soon because this is a horrible way to go!

Competitive Edge

As most know, I subscribe to WW's etools. I have been with the NASCAR winners for almost four years. This past month, I decided to join the Runner's Challenge group. I decided to join this group because I was having issues with what to eat and running. My leader didn't have the answers for me, so I needed to find people who have hit lifetime and run.

Anyway, they have this monthly challenge. How minutes you can exercise and how many days. You earn a certain status. There is a guy named Jim who has earned 31 + hours the last two months on this challenge. He is a triathloner. He is very open about his workouts, and he is very knowledgable. He is currently 15 minutes ahead of my time and we just started the challenge. I wasn't going to workout tonight, but remembered that Jim was going to be working out (or already had). With that, I got up and did chest and back. I also went for a longer walk with Conner while he biked. Beautiful night!!

Hugs!

Update of Miles

I went out for a run this afternoon. It was a beautiful day. I decided to go out, and see where I would go. I had a five miler on tap, so I thought I would lose myself in the weather, the people, and the run. I can tell you, it was awesome!!

I joined the WW - Runner's Challenge and they have a monthy challenge to see how many minutes one can exercise during the month. I am off to a good start in April.

Hugs!!

Our Weekend!

I'm very tired today, but I went out exploring. I decided on Wednesday after I have my TB test read, I am going to lake to find some hiking trails to run. I really enjoyed running on the trails, and I decided to get out there about once a week. I think it will be totally fun!!

When I got home Jeremy, Conner, and Brodie were waiting for me. They had today off. Jeremy needed a break, and Brodie was asleep. As you will have seen in the video, Conner is riding a "big boy" bike. We went for a ride/walk. We talked all along the way.

After I got Conner settled into playing in the backyard, and Brodie was eating a saltine, I decided to do my Drill Max. Today is a cross training day, and I was not really in the mood to work out. I am sure it is pure exhaustion. I did about four out of the six drills. I was worked over.

I hope you enjoyed the video. Let me know what you think! Jeremy enjoys hearing what people say, too bad not too many people comment about them.

What a Day!

This day has been totally awesome!!

Jeremy, Conner, Brodie, and I went to John's Incredible Pizza this morning. This place is awesome. Think of a Chuck E Cheese, but way cleaner with much better food. I started with the salad buffet. Yummy!! I make yummy salads. Then I really wanted pizza for the last couple of days, so I started with a slice (which are actually farely small) of combination. I savored every bite. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm While I enjoyed this, I waited for the slices that I really wanted. Pepperoni and jalapeno pizza. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I grabbed two. It would be my usual start. I enjoyed my first slice, and decided I wasn't hungry anymore. Jeremy laughed at me and asked if it was because of the guy I have been cheating on him with, "Paul McKenna". I was cracking up at this point. Apparently, Jeremy has been listening to his stomach tell him stop. He thought it was funny that he totally wanted to dive into a ton of food, and he can't because his tummy said stop. I told him about my burrito experience yesterday. I actually only ate 3/4 of my Qdoba burrito. That is highly unlike me.

While we ate, Brodie tried his first saltine cracker. That kid truly loved!! He ate two of them. When we were finished, we went to play some games. Conner was on today because he won a ton of tickets.

After John's, we went to Babies R' Us to get our big boy a booster seat. He is at the right height and weight to upgrade from a regular car seat to a booster. He was totally jazzed. Conner made sure that we took him for a ride after we got it put together and in the car. He is growing way too fast. Today booster seat, what is next?!!

We finally put together Conner's Diego bike. He struggled at first with how to pedal, but it didn't take him long to get the hang of it. We filmed it, so hopefully I will have a video update soon. Conner decided that he wanted mommy to go running. :o) Ok by me. I went for a nice short jog. It felt good to stretch out while he was riding because my lower body was sore from my workout yesterday.

This evening, I did the Core Max and Stretch Max DVD's I got for my b-day. My core muscles are way weak. Is this what happens when you have two babies? Hopefully, I will regain some of my core strength because Jeremy bought me the cutest bathing suit. I tried it on today, and it fit. It didn't look perfect yet, so no pictures. Soon, really soon!!! While stretching, I realized that I am not very flexible any more. I guess the pounding of the pavement, etc has caused my flexibility to go out the door. I am also hoping this will change soon.

Hugs!!

On My Mind!

A few things have been on my mind lately.

First, I wonder if I am my WW leader's worst nightmare. I run, and he hates exercise. Not only do I run, but I enjoy running and running far. I eat what I want within the parameters of my points, and he forbids food. At the meeting today, I couldn't believe that he told people to not eat things. I wonder if that really works. I wonder if that is why people eat it, then feel guilty, eat more of it, then quit WW. I was kind of in shock. Jeremy and I talked afterwards, and I told him how I was feeling. He reminded me that I am very competitive. Thank you mom and dad for signing me up for sports at a young age, and that many people aren't. He also reminded me that people view working out as a forced thing. If half of the people who hated working out stopped doing what they hated, and found something they liked they would probably do more of it. Jeremy laughed at me because he thinks it is funny that I won't do anything I don't want to do. Even if you held a gun to my head, I won't do it. You might as well shoot me. LOL

Second, I wonder how much I annoy my WW friends. Lately I feel like when they are down, I am up. When they are up, I am down. LOL It is horrible really, but I haven't gotten on the same "cycle" as them. Or could it be that different things effect me differently?

Third, my friend Laurie is still in shock that I did 18.9 miles. I confronted her about why she couldn't believe I would do something like that, and she was trying to tell me how impressed she is with me. I thought she was being negative, but I guess I was inspiring her. Funny! I really need to clean the ears out and listen. Hehehe

Next, I am down 3.8 this week!! I have been doing WW and following the ideas of Paul McKenna (I Can Make You Thin Guy). Thanks to eating consciously, I really consumed a lot less. I slowed down completely. It is the craziest thing. I really hope I keep this up.

If you have never done a Cathe Freidrich workout and want your butt kicked, I recommend TiVoing her. I know she is on Fit Tv (Cardio Blast is the title), but I am not sure if she is on anything else. I am starting to see muscles that I have not seen before. Even when I was at goal!! Woooooo Hoooooooooo!!

Finally, Brodie is truly crawling now. The fun begins. Conner and I had a long talk about leaving small things on the floor. Conner wasn't an eater when he was a baby. What I mean is that he did see things on the ground, and put it into his mouth. Brodie does. LOL That kid has eatten more paper than I could even imagine. Just what I need, him to be eating a miniature dog.

Hugs!!

Pacific Crest Trail Run - Pirate's Cove

Alright, a two-for-one night!! Hehehe I found a few things on the message boards at this past trail run. I am going to attach the links to this blog. I don't know these people, but they took beautiful pictures! Jeremy and I said we wished we had a camera. Please don't think we are too crazy after looking at all the pictures.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/kotaro_ono/sets/72157604203857064/

http://public.fotki.com/yukin/08piratescove/

Both of these sights allow you to view the slide shows!

I tried to send my sisters a text with a beautiful picture, but my "cellular device" (as I call it at school to annoy my students) didn't work on the beach.

Hugs!!

Time Flies

Wow! It has been a while since I last posted. I think it has been out of laziness, or the fact that it has been beautiful outside! None-the-less, I am here.

I did a tough workout this afternoon, upper body pyramid. I have to say, I love it. I love how I feel afterwards.

A friend on the NASCAR board recommended watching I Can Make You Thin by Paul McKenna. I have to say, I followed a couple of the things that he suggested. Yeah me!! However, I need to work on slowing down my eating. I guy showed people eating fast, and I started cracking up. It was totally me. Hehehe Thanks to slowing down like the guy suggested, I have been eating a lot less. What a concept!!! How long will this last, who knows?

I lost a couple of good kids today. The expulsion hearing happened, and it was said. They both said good bye to me. A shame really, but they made poor choices!!

Hugs!!

Trail Run and Easter

Yesterday, Jeremy and I went to Sausalito to do a trail run. It was a Christmas gift given by Jeremy's Uncle. I won't lie, during the first two miles up the moutain I was cursing Steve's name. Hehehe The thing that prevented me from cursing too much was the view. It was absolutely goregous!! I was getting killed, but I loved the view. It was a 30K, which is 18.9 miles. We were overlooking the ocean, San Francisco, and the Golden Gate Bridge. It was absolutely wonderful!!

I did fall towards the end, and my feet were on fire. Jeremy pointed out that when I don't go big, I don't do well. I love a challenge. He knew it was in my blood to push beyond the limits. About 10 yards past were I fell, a bicyclist was done. Apparently, he was coming of chest pains. We think he was having a heart attack. Several runners, various tourist, and the race aid station people were there to help until medics came. It reminded me that I was still strong.

I did realize that Jeremy is my cryptonite. I am not sure why he does this to me, but I can be strong forever. Enter Jeremy into the equation, and I fall apart. Does that make sense to anyone else?

Jeremy and I have made a choice to separate when running. We think it will be better for both of us. Jeremy and I separated during this race, and I caught up to him at the first aid station. Then he took off. He said his competitive nature kicked in, and he went the wrong way. After confirming that I was going the right way, I took off. I knew eventually Jeremy would catch up with me or he would be waiting at the end because he went way off course. I was going, going, and going. It was beautiful! Words can not describe the beauty. Then I turned around to look at the view because I wanted to enjoy the run, and I saw a man running. I could recognize the run a mile away. It was Jeremy. I kept going because I knew he would catch up. I got to the top of another moutain, and I waited. I knew he would need some water. When he caught up, I told him that it was time to run. We started to run, then he told me that we needed to stop. He was at his low. We walked to the next aid station. At this point, I knew that I was going to be about done because I had walked for too long. My heart did not want to leave Jeremy, but my head was saying leave. I didn't leave him. He did ditch me about a quarter a mile from the end. Go figure, he finished before me. We are talking about doing it again next year, so I can beat my time. :o)

Easter was great at my parents house. We spent the night last night, so we would be there when the easter bunny came. Annie, Steve, and Hunter came over. I ate way too much food. My family was putting on a buffet, and I started munching. Horrible! Yet, yummy!!! ;o)

The kids did the Easter basket, and it was awesome. Then we went to my grandma's house. I was so disappointed in my family. First, they started eatting before my parents, my boys, and Jeremy and I got there. We usually have to wait for them. Forever!!! They started lunch without us!! They were done by the time that Jeremy and I brought the ice. Conner and Toby were playing around, and it was a little awkward. Then my cousin decided it was time to open up presents. With that, they all went inside and Conner went in with them. I knew that presents meant just for them, so I didn't think anything about it. Jermey came out to tell me that Conner was not being good. I went inside, and the look on his face was horrible. I will never forget that look. It was so sad. Everyone in the room at that moment had a present except for Conner. He was sitting patiently in the rocking chair waiting. I pulled him outside, and I had to explain to him that he didn't get a present. Then I explained what was going on to Jeremy. We were both pissed. I am disgusted that this was ok to have this present opening of sorts in front of Conner, and all of us even when they weren't giving us anything. I know life isn't about gifts, but don't do it in front of a 3 year old. He doesn't understand. Can you tell that I am still furious over this whole thing? The look on my boy's face was torture!!!

Other than that, it was a great weekend! I have no idea what I am teaching tomorrow, but I will figure it out.

Climbing, Dislocation, Planes, Run, Oh My

Yesterday, Jeremy and I went rock climbing. We got to Granite Arch rock climbing place, and we were pretty cocky! We thought that we were in pretty good shape, so this would be nothing. The kid, yup he was 19 and had a great sense of humor, told us that we were over the hill. We had a great time joking around with him. I think our sense of humor came out because we were both nervous. He suggested that we try the bouldering room until 2 when we could take the belaying lesson. Jeremy and I got into the bouldering room, and wow did that kick our butt. After an hour, we were exhausted. We decided not to do the belaying class yet. We were going to come back and practice a little bit before we tried the big dog. LOL I am sore in odd places, under my arms in the obliques. Either, I was doing it wrong or I am way short because I had to use my full body to get into it.

Brodie had a dislocation of the elbow. It sucked! Poor guy, but the doc popped it back into place and he is feeling better with every passing minute. I felt like a horrible mother because it happened at daycare, and daycare didn't want to say it did happen. Finally, one of Brodie's teachers said that he was crying like crazy yesterday afternoon. Thank goodness because the daycare's tune changed.

Because we were at home, Conner, Brodie, and I did a lot of hanging out. We passed by an aviation musuem, and we decided to stop. OMG!! It was awesome!! Conner, Brodie, and I got to go into several planes. It was amazing. I think I would love to go back without Conner, so I could read and explore a little more. Conner wanted to be in the plane, and nothing else. I totally enjoyed experiencing it with him, and I am glad he made me stop. I doubt I would have done it if he hadn't.

I pushed myself out the door this evening to go for a run. I was going to pass it up thanks to lack of sleep, and it getting late. Instead, I walked upstairs got dressed and walked out the door. It was a hard run. My bad was tired, but I pushed through. I wanted to make sure I got through my 2 miles to make sure I was feeling ok. I did do a little bit of exploring, and I love it. I love going for a run and getting lost. Hehehe It makes the run a little bit more exciting. Right now, my baby sis is reading this and she is probably freaking out because I told her that I was going for a run in Boston. I will make sure that I don't get lost during that trip. :o)

Tomorrow's run is speedwork. It will be a five miler with a 1 mile warm-up, 1 mile @ 10 min, 1/2 mile recovery, 1 mile @ 10 min, 1/2 mile recovery, and 1 mile cool down. Should be exciting! Watch out Jeremy, I will be catching you soon. Ok, no I won't. He is truly hit his stride at about 7:30-8 minute miles, not going to happen. When I was in the best of shape, I hit my stride at 10 minute miles. I am training a little differently, so we shall she what happens!!

Craziness

What can I say, my life is full of craziness. Hehe

I needed to take the car into the shop to get its 30K check up. When I got there, they told me that I was suppose to have an appointment. The guy, Anthony, told me not to worry about it. I told him that I could make an appointment for later in the week if that would make things easier. He was cool. He told me that it will get done. With this I needed to rent a car, no worries Toyota does that as a part of their service. I went in to get my rental, and the guy told me that my driver's license had expired. Um, are you sure? Both this guy and Anthony gave me directions to DMV. They were way cool! Thank goodness! Anthony kept my car in the loop, so when I returned it would get fixed sooner.

Ran (actually drove the speed limit for the first time ever) to DMV, and I was pretty confident that I was going to cry and this was going to take forever and I would have to take the written portion again. With that, I sucked it up and told the lady that I was an idiot for not knowing that my driver's license had expired. She gave me a number. Thirty minutes later, my number was called. This was the quickest ever! I have waited in DMV for hours. I walked up to this lady, and I told her that I was idiot for letting my license expire. She died laughing, I think she even snorted. She thought it was funny that I didn't try to come up with an excuse (I didn't have one.). Twenty-eight dollars later, my license is renewed and I was on my way back to Toyota. Yippee! I was thankful that I wasn't trying to get onto a plane at this point.

Left Toyota, went to Mervyn's. As I tried on clothes, I sent pictures to my sis in D.C. for approval. I think I have determined that I am too short for long dresses. I need a dress that isn't too short. Yuck! I need one that hits a little bit above the knee. The dresses that were past my knee made me look short and frumpy. Maybe this is why I have stuck to nice dress pants. It makes me look taller. Instead of getting a dress with my gift certificates, I got cute shoes. :o) I am tired of wearing cute outfits with my running shoes. Yuck! I want to look somewhat normal. Hehehe I have been losing inches, so it was nice to pick up a 10 and put it on. If I keep working out, it will be interesting to see how many inches I lose. Maybe I will be a size 8 one of these days. A single digit is it possible? Stay tuned!!

Then I went to Target to take back Conner's bike, and get another one. The Target I went to was yuck, so I didn't use my b-day gift cards.

At this point, I went lunch with Jeremy were we discussed our next great adventure. We are going to complete the Everest Challenge in September. It is a 5K with an obstacle course at the end, then you complete the 5K again doing a scavenger hunt. We can't wait. :o)

Left Jer, and went to get a haircut. I needed it. It is much short now, it was growing out of control. I love it. The curls spring into action. Then I made the mistake of taking an hour nap. I thought a power nap would do me wonders, nope. I woke up, and I lost it on the phone with Jeremy. I was crying. He asked me if I had taken a nap, and I told him that I had for an hour. He just laughed. When I woke up further, he called me to tell me that an hour nap was not long enough. He knew I was exhausted, and I needed more.

All I really wanted to do today was go for a run. I went when the boys and Jeremy got home. It started out as a crappy run. My first few miles are my worst. It is also one of those mental games I have to play. I have to push myself through 2 miles, so I can get a good run in. It is crazy. I have always been this way, so it really wasn't a big surprise. I ended up doing a nice 5 miler. I am totally stoked because I was averaging about 11:30 miles. That is about a minute improvement. All my workouts are paying off. I think lifting weights and yoga have helped! Thanks to everyone for the encouragement, and the ideas. I am really lovin' the weights. The yoga is still growing on me.

Finally my 24lb body bar came today. I am waiting on two more b-day gifts. I am waiting on Cathe Freidrich's Core Max and Stretch Max.

Embarrassed

Yesterday, my grandmother told me some interesting news. Let me back up first. Back at Christmas time, my dad's cousin had an anurism (sp). Several veins exploded and such. When he went into surgery, he had had a massive stroke. He was on life support. My grandmother told me that they were going to pull the plug, and basically that would probably be the end. (I say probably because he would have had to defy all odds and breathe on his own.) I didn't hear anything else. I grieved, and prayed for my family. I really liked Larry, so it was a tough one.

Yesterday, my cousin Nelson asked my grandma about her nephew. Apparently, Larry had been a fighter and pulled through. He is still alive, and they told him last week that he would never speak again, etc. On Friday, Larry called my grandma. It is a miracle beyond miracles. The embarrassing part is that I didn't know this whole time. I have talked to my grandmother several times since this has happened, and not a single word was mentioned. I guess it is my bad because I didn't have the heart to ask her because she brings up grandpa, and well that is tough in itself. I am embarrassed that my friends prayed with me, and mourned with me and yet I was wrong. I am embarrassed that my family and I don't talk as much as I thought. I talk to my dad every day, but I guess I am so self-absorbed that I didn't think to mention it. Or life happened, and it never came up. I have no idea what happened. Jeremy was in shock as much as I was, so I am glad I wasn't alone in my lack of knowledge. However, I am totally embarrassed by it all.

To all those who prayed and mourned with me, thank you. I guess when we lifted Larry up in our prayers, the Lord gave him the ability to fight.

Did a Drill Max by Cathe Friedrich tonight! Wow, I didn't finish it because Jeremy and Conner came home from the movies. However, I was getting worked over. We shall see how I feel tomorrow!!

I Love Birthday Parties!!

My family came over today for a birthday get together. I had a really great time. Toby had gotten a hair cut this morning. He looks very cute. I also saw him laugh a ton. It is the most I have seen that kiddo laugh. It was adorable. He also loves Elmo. Hunter is getting stronger. I think he will be ready to roll over and sit up soon. He is an animal!! Cute as a button too. Hehehe Brodie is trying to pull himself up. He is trying to stay a step ahead of his cousin. I think he is also trying to catch his brother and Toby. Soon, very soon. My baby is getting too big. He also has 1 1/2 bottom teeth. :o)

I got some awesome gifts. Target gift cards, running socks, and some cut clothes.

I ate way too much, and I loved every moment of it. I think I am fully done with my sugar for a while. hehehe At least until tomorrow. Hopefully, I will have Jeremy take some pictures of the clothes, and all can see.

Also, I had a weight gain. I am totally ok with this because I ate way too much. I am Erin, and I love See's, Shari's Berries, and Jordan Almonds. hehehe

Finally, I am really annoyed with the Biggest Loser. I have seen a lot of crying, and not a whole lot of working out. Those girls are not helping their case by complaining about the low numbers that they can pull. Um, Alli pulled a 7 pound loss this week. Hard work pays off! Quit whining about everyone else, and focus on you! You are there for a reason, get your head in the right place. You won't lose any weight if you keep paying attention to everyone else!! Alright, I will step off my soap box now.

Hugs!

A Little Annoyed

As I sit here, I am a little annoyed. Probably more at my own stupidity, than at Jeremy. Let me back up. I went to a Junior College softball game to see three former softball players play tonight. I was lucky, and I was on my way home before Jeremy and the boys. I was in a hurry because I had a big workout that I wanted, yup I wanted to do it, to do. When Jeremy and I talked I asked him if I should go now before they got home, or wait until a little later tonight. Jeremy told me that he wasn't feeling well, but I could go later. Are you sure, I can hammer this bad boy out and be back probably about a half an hour after you get home? Yup, you can go later. Going against my gut, I didn't go. When they got home, I made sure that Conner had dinner while Jeremy rested. Then he asked if I would make him some dinner. At this point, I knew he didn't look good. I still had hope. I played a game with Conner, and I was mapping out my run when Jeremy came upstairs. He asked me if he could go to bed at 7. I am a horrible wife because in my mind I was screaming no because I wanted to get my run in, but I told him yes. He asked if I was mad. I told him that I was annoyed because I should have went when I told him I was going to go. Oh well! I am still a little annoyed with myself, but I have learned a valuable lesson. Go when you are ready to go.

My birthday was awesome! My kids sang happy birthday to me. It was fantastic. When the boys got home, I received Jordan Almonds from Brodie, Shari's Berries from Jeremy, and See's Candy from Conner. I was doing so well this week, and my birthday hit. Oh well!! I loved every moment of it. No, I did not throw out the See's Candy. In fact, I still have some left which is huge for me. Usually I eat the whole thing in one sitting. :o) I even had Shari's Berries left over to enjoy today. They were delicious!

For my birthday, I got Cathe Freidrich's Pyramid Upper Body and Pyramid Lower Body. I did the Upper Body this morning, and as I type I realize I am going to be sore. Hehehe It is worth it though because I really want to be physically in shape to keep up with my boys, my students, and my volleyball team. I've done the lower body pyramid before, and it also kicked my butt. Out of the two, my lower body is stronger. Anyway, I also got an eighteen pound weight bar and a twenty-four pound weight bar. Thanks to my lower body being stronger, I needed to get some weight that would challenge me. I also received Cathe Freidrich's Drill Max. I haven't done this one yet, but if it is anything like her others I will be worked out.

Eating...

• Olive oil is great with sourdough bread, and it is filling. I have been having some in the morning. After I made a big stink about the oil thing, I researched it a little more. I am working to do better on this aspect.


• Salads -- add a little Kashi GoLean Crunch to it. It is a great alternative to croutons and probably twenty times healthier. I did this by accident because I wanted something crunchy on my salad the other day.


• Water -- I have been drinking this in the car. I have a long commute, so I am able to get about four glasses in before I get to work. I seem to be more awake when I start my day with water versus soda. I am working on the moderation aspect of soda, but it isn't working too well for me. I have an addictive personality, and this is my vice.

Exercise...

• When lifting weights, I had to change from Gilad to Cathe Freidrich because he wasn't very challenging. Make the change if things are too easy. Shelly and Sam had to beat this into my head.


• If you can't get up early to get your workout in, do it at the next available minute. I have my clothes ready, so when I get home and have time I can hit the pavement.

Went for a run this afternoon. It was a four miler as my little plan told me to do. I decided to go exploring, and I was not disappointed. The weather was awesome, 70s. The downside, I am allergic to those stupid white flowers that grow on the trees before they become leaves. Yup, it sucks!! Anyway, I am on Flonase thanks to my previous sinus issues. I think that helped me get through the run without any problems. I saw an older woman, I am going to guess she was in her late 50s early 60s, anyway she use to be a marathoner. She told me that she was going to be out there running on this beautiful day after her dog enjoyed a nice walk. I really hope I am still running by that point.

Conner and Brodie took a bath together tonight. It was funny watching both the boys dancing to a song I made up. Brodie was splashing, and Conner was laughing. It was awesome!!

While the boys were bathing, Jeremy was working on a video update. We put these out to family every so often. I thought I would share this video update!

Nope, I Don't Like That

For dinner tonight, Jeremy made Boca burgers. I really thought I liked them, but I couldn't get it down. I took a few bites, but I really couldn't get past the smell. Interesting how my nose is the thing that causes me to not like a low point item. Jeremy asked me if I liked dinner, and I told him nope. I couldn't even come up with a lie. LOL It is horrible!!

Sam got me a cool necklace for my birthday. Papers to Pearls is the organization that she is working with in DC. It helps young girls and women in Uganda. I really hope I got that right. :o) It is beautiful!!!

Liz, my friend in France, and I talked this morning. They haven't sprung forward, so she is only 8 hours ahead of us. I called while she was in school. Some French lady answered, I think it was her answering machine or something. I don't speak French, so I have no idea!! hehehe She made fun of me because I thought D.C. or N. H. was the furthest that I was sending my survey. Um, France would be the furthest.

Jeremy and I overslept this morning. Thank goodness Brodie woke us up. I would have slept through my day. I also want to thank my parents for teaching me to take a quick shower. The "camping" showers came in handy this morning because I showered, got dressed, and was out the door in less than 30 minutes. Unfortunately, my lunch was sacrificed. I did have oatmeal at school. It forced me to come home earlier, but that didn't hurt my feelings.

I am working on getting my WW oil requirements in. I had a piece of sourdough bread with olive oil. Then Jeremy cooked a little bit of oil into the Boca burger. The sad news is that I barely ate the Boca burger, but I am full. Maybe that is totally a good thing. I thought for sure I was going to eat something else, but I didn't. hehehe

Laurie and I are taking Kyle and Conner to Disneyland in May. She wanted to go, and I really didn't mind going again. Hehehe We got it all planned. I really hope we have a great trip.

Tomorrow morning, I have a 4 mile run. I got it planned out, so hopefully I will be good to go. With getting up early, I am going to bed soon.

Happy Trails!!

Grossed Out...

...we went to Logan's Roadhouse for my birthday dinner today. I thought it would be better to go today than on Wednesday night. Anyway, I really wanted a good steak kebab. We got a three thingy appetizer. We chose potato wedges, onion ringy thingys, and buffalo chicken tenders. It came, and it was wrong so they took it back. Take two. Jeremy and Conner went to the restroom, so I started eating the tenders because that is what I really wanted. Thank goodness I use a knife and fork on everything. I had a bite, it tasted ok. I cut another piece, and I noticed that it looked funny. I took a closer look, and the chicken wasn't cooked all the way. In fact, it looked a little frozen. I lost my appetite. I told the waitress, and she was grossed out. Then she told the manager. The manager didn't even come to our table to say I am sorry. They took off two dollars off the appetizer. Great, that doesn't cover the fact that I don't want to eat the rest of my meal. She kept trying to get us to get more and take them home. I finally told her that I wouldn't eat them even if she told us to take them home. I was grossed out. I am still grossed out, and it makes my tummy crawl. GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrr!!!

We saw the 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee, and it was awesome! Not as good as Jersey Boys, but good enough!!

Jeremy and I tried a Boca burger last night, and it was yummy. I am actually pretty impressed.

Now, I need to figure out how to get good oils into my day. :o) I have a lot of great ideas, so we shall see.

Happy Trails!!

What a Day!!

Today was an interesting one. Hehehe I don't actually believe in boring days, thank goodness life doesn't let me have boring days.

Where, oh where do I begin?

I am teaching Night to my freshmen, and it has been really tough. When I read a novel, I get consumed by the novel. This novel, if you haven't read it, is very emotional. I have to say for how emotionally invested I am getting, my kids are too. My fourth period was having a tough time understand the whole idea of the freight train scene, and then the "reception" area. Because of this, I put them in a corner. The corner has my heating unit which was on. I made them stand there tight, one right next to the other. I stood on a desk, and I was talking to them very loudly almost shouting. I held my plastic bat for further emphasis. After a couple of minutes, I shouted at them to separate themselves. Girls on the right, boys on the left. I went through one by one and asked them their age, health, and occupation. Based upon this, I put them in different areas of the classroom. Ultimately, I put the "farmers" in the middle of the room because they were my laborers and they were fairly safe. My "specialists" then had to put the old, young, and weak to death. They pushed them outside. When the "specialists" were no longer needed, I put them to death. It was very, very effective. They were in shock, and the reality of what was going on in the novel really hit home. We also had the opportunity to talk about God. This novel is very heavy in religion, and it was interesting to hear what the students had to say. I was so sad that the class this took place in was only an hour long. My kids were totally into it. It was crazy.

My other freshmen are reading this as well, and we are at various spots in the novel. I have a ton of transparencies (pictures) to drive the point home.

Tonight was Freshmen orientation. I volunteered to be the English representative. I teach primarily freshmen, so I thought it would be awesome to go. I also knew quite a few of the incoming Frosh because I taught at the middle school. It was nice to see my students. I got lots of hugs. I also got to see various parents. A few were upset that I was not teaching Honors because they loved how I pushed their kid to the next level. It really made me feel good. I have been have a little bit of a hard time because I am not quite confident in what I am teaching yet. I am having to learn like my students, so I don't feel a hundred percent confident that I am pushing them to the next level.

I also want to thank all of those who gave me compliments on my picture from a couple of days ago. I do feel great, and I know that is my driving force. When I started feeling confident in me, and how I looked the weight seemed to fall off. Most likely because I paid better attention to how I was fueling my body because I felt great. My students have also noticed a change in how energetic I have been during class. They said at the beginning of the year, I seemed like I was dragging by the end of the day. My last period is impressed by how much energy I put into their class. :o) They also like the fact that I am smiling more.

Also, I got the results from my skin biopsy. I hope I spelled that right. What ever it was, was benign. Woo hoo!! That was such a relief!! Whether I wanted to admit it or not, I was freaking out. I am one who deals with things head on, and I was having a hard time with everything. I think the fact that I have two young children, and I lost my aunt at a young age really made things hard. I know that I may seem a little secretive by what I mean, but I didn't want to miss out. I really didn't want to miss out on my boys growing up. I love Jeremy to death, and I couldn't imagine him being alone. I know that is a little over the top, but these were the things going through my mind. I know when the good Lord wants to call me home, I am going home. I have always maintained that, but I wasn't ready. Isn't that pretty darn pathetic. Anyway, that is where my mind has been. I am probably going to be chastized over this, but honesty and putting out there is what I am all about. I guess as my freshmen and I were discussing faith today, everything came to a head.

As for the jealousy thing, I tend to jump to that conclusion so that I can deal with the issues better. I need to be able to surrender what is bothering me instead of it eating me up inside. I was annoyed everytime I read this persons posts, and I really couldn't come up with a good reason why. I honestly don't want it to get in the way of a potential friendship. I am sure people get annoyed with me, so I figure I better open myself up and let it out there so I can get to the heart of the problem!! Do I really think it is jealousy? Nope, I am not sure what is going on. I really need to be happy for others. I think that is what I came up with. I am pretty impressed with a lot of my WW buddies, and I am proud as heck.

As for my WW challenges, I am trying to get the competitive edge back. I know for me, I am really competitive. I don't like to lose, and I get discouraged when people don't care and don't report and leave their team hanging. I know that is why I wanted be a single car. I didn't want to get angry at people for not reporting their stuff. When I was on a team with my good friend Shelly, I felt like our team let us down. We were working so darned hard to survive, and we were losing. It didn't motivate our team members to work hard, they continued to not report their stuff. It was very, very frustrating. As a single car, I am trying to get the highest score possible. In fact, I am secretly competing with Shelly. I guess it is not so secret right now. I am determined to get the highest score possible, and compete with the teams. Now, if my driver would help me out and win the pole and a race that would be great. Note to self: Call Elliot Sadler and tell him my needs and wants. Hehehe

With that I leave you, Happy Trails!